Petteri Eric

a day off. finally. there've been so much going on lately and im not even joking. i feel like im just drifting along. im not quite sure about anything. not about the decision i made, not about the city i live in, not about myself to be honest. i'm one troubled young adult. and then again im not.

i've been thinking about going on a holiday. not sure where. anywhere basically. sun and warmth would be a nice touch. on the other hand chilly urban cities in middle/southern europe intrigue me too. then again i could just spend my vacay' week here at home. just be lazy, go to a massage, have my facial done 'cause it's been forever since the last time. also dine in nice restaurants. just enjoy life. listen to good music and stay up late. meditate and do stretching.

talking about good music i feel like i keep discovering new amazing bands and artists at a pace i never experienced before. i'm starting to get into the finnish indie scene too, recently i actually found finnish alt/art/indie bands and artists that i liked. wow.

i tried meditating too the other night. its quite interesting, relaxing to say at least. nothing too spiritual tho, i just do it to relax and to quiet down the mess that's taking place in my head nowadays. the other night i tried it the first time, i noticed i was completely relaxed physically and even emotionally sort of felt like i had sinked inside the carpet i laid on. but still my mind was busy and a little anguished. it was like a highway going from ear to ear you know what i mean. just pointless flow of millions of thoughts. that don't really matter. but when you're too busy to deal with them, they sort of just stay there and start echoing in your head and build up and eventually you get the highway effect. now i sound like a complete retard but that ok. it's a diary anyway. public diary. that's one hell of an idea.

here are some awesome pics i took while in london. i hope you enjoy them. the last two were my favorites.